I, for one, am in awe of what you have created. Even getting the occasional glimpse into the sausage making does not prevent me from seeing the glory of what you have so successfully put together. I'm sure on some days it does not feel successful but even then you should be able to look back to the days when you were conjuring up the idea and see what you grew out of nothing. Plus you even now have way more longevity that most small businesses!

http://www.gaebler.com/Small-Business-Failure-Rates.htm

According to a study by the U.S. Small Business Association, only 2/3 of all small business startups survive the first two years and less than half make it to four years.