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This post covers Monday and Tuesday.

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Previous Visit to Knoxville:

The circus never came to Knoxville, so my first experience with this city was with Tootsie at the very start of 2023.

Tootsie Travel Day: The touring company had booked me a flight out of Orlando essentially ON New Year's Day, PLUS it was a late flight, PLUS they'd scheduled an 11:30am brush-up rehearsal for the following day. Listening to the little voice in my head, I took the buyout and booked my own flight a day early, and paid for an extra night in the company hotel out of pocket. It turned out that nearly all flights were delayed or cancelled that day, probably due to winter storms. Our bass player was also from Orlando and was booked on the exact same travel schedule as me. Through him I got to see how my travel day WOULD have gone: he was stuck in Atlanta all day as our flight got delayed several times and then cancelled, and ended up having to rent a car and drive through the night to try and make it to rehearsal on Tuesday. He did not make it in time for rehearsal. That could have been me too. And this is why I ALWAYS try to listen to the little voice inside my head instead of blindly going with whatever is handed to me. I don't care if people think I'm stupid or weird. Easier is not a synonym for better.

Tootsie (part 1 and part 2):
Ate at Good Golly Tamale, Olibea (sadly no longer exists), Cruze Farms (ice cream), and Potchke (mod-Jewish deli)
Visited Mast General Store, Three Rivers Market, the Sunsphere, historic Old Gray Cemetery, and the Knoxville Art Museum (free!)

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MONDAY


A 4am wake-up for a 5am Uber to the airport. When the Uber pulled up it was glowing from the inside and I shortly discovered why.
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Dude had decked out the inside of his car with disco lights, LED phone charging cables that glowed and pulsed in time to the KARAOKE, yes that’s right he had a karaoke rig complete with microphone. When I laughingly declined to sing (I’m not a good singer even when it’s NOT 5am!!) he shrugged and took the mic himself, and sang me a song! He did King of the Road by Roger Miller, if you’re curious.

It was so funny and surreal. I wondered if I was still asleep and dreaming!

Airport was normal, flight 1 was normal and on time. I had a long layover in Detroit and spent the time reading, coughing goop out of my lungs, and wandering looking at everything.

I came across one of these short story dispensers and needed to try it!


I’ve seen these before but haven't had time to try one. I got two nice stories, one a YA short about a kid who goes on a field trip back in time and learns something about her own bravery, the other an adult story about a woman trying to find herself on a hiking trip. They’re just10-minute reads, but nice little thought-provokers. They’re printed on really nice paper so I was loathe to throw them out; I’ll keep one as a souvenir and leave the other somewhere public where someone else can hopefully read it.

I ran into Michael (Key 3) and Malashia (Assist Stage Mgmt) who were also taking this flight. We had all booked it because none of us trusted the company booking, which was much later and had a very short layover. The second flight was also on time, AND I was given two packets of Biscoff :) :)

Turns out our mistrust in the company booking was well-placed. Their layover was so tight that they missed their connection, and their rebooked flight did not arrive in Knoxville until 10pm!! Majority of the cast spent the entire day at the airport today. Meanwhile those of us who took the buyout got to check into the hotel, get groceries, and settle in. How oddly similar to my last visit to Knoxville (see top of this post.) Once again it all proves that easier doesn't mean better.

I got to the hotel around 3pm, had a snack and threw a thermometer into the fridge, and Ubered to an AT&T store to upgrade to a new iPhone. It took a lot longer than expected because Apple now has a convoluted security feature where if you can't remember your actual, typed-out password (as opposed to face recognition or pin) you must activate an anti-theft protocol that prevents you from making changes to your phone for one hour. Like most people I rely on face recognition or a pin for all of my Apple devices, so of course I didn't remember my written password and had to wait the hour. But luckily the new phone needed a large update plus I had to eat lunch, and both of those killed the hour nicely. About 90 minutes later I had my new phone and a new case for it. Yay!

Next, an Uber to Whole Paycheck for groceries. My favorite protein bar, Mezcla, is testing new flavors in this market and I was lucky to find them here!! Salted Caramel, Mint Chocolate, and Chocolate Pretzel.
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Back to the hotel to unpack, during which I remembered that I had packages at the front desk. My KN95 masks were there but the special card I'd ordered for my sister's 40th birthday was mysteriously missing :( The hotel said it may have been misdelivered and suggested that I ask at surrounding businesses...which I did for a solid hour, wandering around and awkwardly asking if they'd gotten it by accident. No one had it. There is a USPS just a few blocks away so I will see if they can help me find where it was delivered.

Having been up since 4am, I was finally exhausted and went to bed around 11pm.

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TUESDAY (Golden Day)


I woke up VERY late for me, at 9am (which is 8am in the time zone we just came from so actually I guess that's pretty reasonable.)
Would have liked to do fun stuff on this full day off but instead ended up doing many small errands:
  • Typing up this post
  • Activating the warranty for the new phone case (it has lifetime replacements!)
  • Starting the return process for my scratched in-ear faceplates
  • Picking up bagels from a local shop called K Brew (French toast, Blueberry, and Hot Honey!)
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  • Visiting USPS to see if they could help find my sister's card. They promised to call tomorrow morning.
  • Ubering to the mall for a new Apple Watch!
  • Trying to find black dress pants at the mall (failed)
  • 1-mile walk to Target for coffee and cheap underwear
I got back to the hotel around 3pm and as I walked past the front desk, they flagged me down to say they'd found my sister's card! They didn't say where and I didn't push it :p Took everything upstairs, had a snack, and started the pairing process for my new phone and watch. It feels rather boujee to be buying all these new electronics, but as a musician with a VERY volatile income I've learned to do things like this when you can afford it and then make that good stuff last through harder times.

I want to note that the appeal of getting a newer Apple Watch is the health features. They are astounding. The newest model can take your temperature, track blood oxygen levels, identify hypertension or sleep apnea, and believe it or not even do an EKG. As someone without health insurance, anything that I can afford that can stand between me and a $$$,$$$ hospital bill, or help doctors to figure out what's going on if I DO end up in a hospital, is worth it. Hence, new watch. And trading in the old one paid for the new watch band, too.

The updating of the watch and subsequent pairing took a very long time so I typed up this post and ate dinner while I waited. When it was done I set up all the neat-o health features. And then I got into bed with a cup of tea and binged anime for the rest of the night.

Have I ever mentioned how glad I am to have never had children!

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Wednesday:
Opening day in Knoxville. Might try to send off Kayle's gift and card in the morning.

Thursday: Two-show weekday so no plans. 

I am so old...

May. 19th, 2026 16:43
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that I can't reliably tell the difference between skunk stink and marijuana smoke when I'm out biking along the parkway. Now I know why people used to call it "skunk weed"!

I biked out in the world just 2 days last week because of heat and wind, and today might be it for this week? Temperatures will drop to more reasonable levels by Saturday, but that could be due to windstorms again. Ugh. Spring in Sacramento is always like this. :(

In book news, I'm currently reading the last of the Station Eternity series. I really enjoy the characters in it, and I'll be sorry when it's over. I recently finished Night Film, which was good but somehow a lot of work (it took me nearly 2 weeks to read it), and These Summer Storms (which I'm going to call a beefed-up romance novel— not one of my genres). Next on the list is Who Will Run The Frog Hospital?, since my hold on it came due. At some point, I'll get back to the Dungeon-Crawler Carl series, but I was hoping to improve my Goodreads stats a little, since the books in that series take awhile. I'm afraid Night Film just made everything worse!

Hobby-wise, I have begun building the Not-A-Hobbit-House set. The Amazon reviews have some complaints about the bricks imploding, so I'm trying to be careful. I hope the main issue was with the indoor tree (!), which is structurally not very sturdy. :O And there's always the question of whether all of the pieces will actually be included, especially since this is a knock-off set...

Science

May. 19th, 2026 15:25
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Scientists hatch live chicks from artificial eggs, achieving another huge milestone in their de-extinction program

Colossal Biosciences, known for its ambitious de-extinction projects involving species like the woolly mammoth and thylacine, has announced that it successfully hatched healthy chicks using a completely artificial egg system.

The chicks developed without a biological shell at any stage. Instead, they grew inside an engineered structure designed to imitate and improve on nature’s design.

The achievement could reshape conservation biology, bird reproduction research, and even pharmaceutical manufacturing.



O_O Holy crap that's hard! You might think that faking an egg is easier than faking a uterus. It is not. A uterus is inside a body, so you can fake the casing and input. An egg is inside a membrane or shell outside a body. That shell has a bunch of jobs to do. To fake it, you either have to make something that can do all those jobs, or make a casing with holes for input/output which is not what that embryo expects. I am impressed.

... and of course it's Colossal. Those geeks are busting ass on de-extinction.

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Memorial solar panels

May. 18th, 2026 17:54
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D has been doing sterling work with getting our household on solar energy: not just getting four or five quotes and comparing them carefully (of course they're all slightly different), but researching the minutiae and also explaining things in a very accessible way to me, who it turns out doesn't know much about how electricity works.

This afternoon we had a final video call with the guy from our chosen provider, which was very pleasant -- the guy was friendly, it's always fun to see D as happy as the prospect of getting most of our energy from the sun makes him -- and after that we officially went forward with that proposal.

I thought I'd written about six months ago -- though actually I'm not surprised that I didn't -- that after my grandma died and my grandparents' house had been sold, my parents got a third of that money and they put a chunk of it in my bank account (despite my protestations that they keep it all; Mom said she knew I'd say that and it was no use arguing, so I didn't argue). Mom wanted me to put it toward something for the house, something big and good, rather than have it just trickle away on bills and stuff.

I was at a loss what to do about it at the time, but of course here's something wonderful. The cost of our solar energy installation is about half on the battery and half on the solar panels, and the money I think of as my grandma's will cover one of those halves.

Mom happened to ask a couple weeks ago if I'd thought of anything to do with it, so I told her about the solar panels, and she seemed pretty happy with that. (My dad was if anything a little jealous; of course the funding for such things has been stripped away from the U.S. (though Minnesota seems to be trying to do what it can so hopefully that'll change soon.)

(Of course, being my mom, she asked exactly the same question again yesterday, because she does not actually take in the information I tell her or that she has specifically requested, and when I answered it again, this time she was like "oh, yeah, whatever, it doesn't matter what it is, as long as you've spent it on something..." The first time was much more fun!)

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I have been sober for one year after many decades of heavy drinking. By now, I am somewhat comfortable being around others when they drink. I also enjoy entertaining friends in my apartment, but I no longer maintain a well-stocked bar, nor do I wish to. So, what should I do about dinner parties? I want to be a gracious host, but I don’t want to offer a full range of alcoholic beverages to my guests. Should I ask them in advance what they want to drink and stock it? (That seems a bit intense.) Should I buy a bottle each of red and white wine and hope that suffices? (That seems stingy.) Or should I tell my guests that dinner is a “bring your own bottle” occasion? (That seems ungenerous.) Help!

SOBER


First, let me commend you on your sobriety. Making meaningful and positive change after decades of habitual behavior is a big achievement. Well done! So, making note of your phrase (you write that you are “somewhat comfortable” being around drinking), and keeping the relative stakes in mind — protecting your sobriety versus giving a dinner party — I suggest that you hold off serving booze for now. Your sobriety is still relatively new, and it is more important to safeguard it than it is to serve alcohol to friends.

You don’t mention whether you attend a support group for people in recovery. But dropping into a meeting to speak with others who have lived through experiences similar to yours would probably be helpful. They can’t make this decision for you, but hearing their suggestions may help you make a better decision for yourself. I have watched friends in recovery struggle with alcohol that is left over at the end of the evening — as well as with the temptation to join guests in drinking during dinner.

I also suggest that you rethink what makes a good host. For many decades, that probably entailed serving alcohol to your guests. But really, the act of welcoming friends into your home for a meal — and perhaps a nonalcoholic beer or cocktail — is more than enough. No one needs to drink at every meal, and your friends don’t need you to serve them alcohol to feel valued by you.

Birdfeeding

May. 19th, 2026 13:41
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Today is cloudy, humid, and hot.  It rained most of yesterday.

I fed the birds.  I've seen a few sparrows and house finches.

I put out water for the birds.

EDIT 5/19/26 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.

I've seen a starling at the hopper feeder.

EDIT 5/19/26 -- I trimmed brush around where I want to plant the vernal witch hazel.  The name means "spring" but they typically bloom in late winter.

A cool breeze is blowing from the west.  It feels like a downdraft.  No storm is visible on the horizon but rain is predicted, so I'm keeping an eye on things.

EDIT 5/19/26 -- I planted the vernal witch hazel at the north edge of the forest yard, near a previous one that has survived so far.  :D

EDIT 5/19/26 -- I planted 20 gladioli in the north notch of the prairie garden.  Surprisingly, at least a couple survived from last year and are putting up leaves.

Already I can see tiny seedlings sprouting from recent sowing of seeds.  Clover is among the fastest; I mix that with grass seed for the walking paths.  Some others are wildflowers.  \o/

Also I uncovered the remaining water jugs that had seedlings in them.  I got 3 milkweed seedlings in that jug.  3 out of the 4 native grasses have several seedlings in each -- little bluestem, northern sea oats, and side-oats grama; only the switch grass didn't sprout there.  So on the whole, mixed results, but for the ones that did work, worth repeating.

EDIT 5/19/26 -- I tallied what pots I have available and what I need.  I forgot to list the tomatoes that I already have though; still need to go back and do that.  

I picked and ate the first couple of pea pods.  :D  I love being able to wander around the yard, pick things, and put them in my mouth.

EDIT 5/19/26 -- I sowed a bunch of 'Sugar Ann' snap peas and 'Avalanche' snow peas in pots that didn't already have any.  So far 'Sugar Ann' seems to be growing better and producing earlier than 'Avalanche' but there are flowers and pea pods on both.

I wrote down what tomatoes I have already: chocolate cherry, 'Mr. Stripey' slicer, 'Old German' slicer, yellow pear, 'Santa' grape, and 'Cherokee Purple' slicer.  I got a 4-pack of the chocolate cherries but they aren't doing great and one has already died.  I could use a red or pink slicer, and I'm still looking for fancy striped cherries.


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May. 19th, 2026 11:39
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Nothing going on here except I went swimming and am waiting for my laundry to come out of the dryers.

Science Fiction

May. 19th, 2026 12:56
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The Novella Question, or, Wow, Marketing is Expensive in Late Stage Capitalism

Many of us are looking at the novella short lists for the popular awards (Hugos, Locus, Nebula) and going, “Ah, another Tor sweep!” When I first got into the Hugo Awards, the short fiction finalists were the magazines: Asimov’s, Fantasy & Science Fiction, and Analog. It also included pieces from short fiction collections from when publishers still let editors put those together, with a smattering of other, lesser known (to me) outlets. I remember the Tordotcom announcement, too! We were excited and we’ve come a long way. Now I get the pleasure of paying almost $30 for a hardcover novella, which I’m not excited about. I'm not made of money, Macmillan!

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TV Tuesday: Talk, Talk

May. 19th, 2026 12:11
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Laptop-TV combo with DVDs on top and smartphone on the desk



Podcasts have officially overtaken AM/FM talk radio as the more popular medium for spoken-word audio in the United States. "Netflix is inking deals with iHeartMedia and Barstool Sports to bring podcasts to the streaming service as a more trendy version of the daytime talk show."

YouTube has said that viewers watched 700 million hours of podcasts each month in 2025 on living room devices, like TVs, up from 400 million the previous year.

Would you be interested in seeing more podcasts on offer at streaming services? Any particular kind?

Cowboys, Scots, & More

May. 19th, 2026 15:30
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Weather Girl

RECOMMENDED: Weather Girl by Rachel Lynn Solomon is $1.99 and a KDD! Carrie read this one and gave it a B+:

I’ve read a lot of books recently in which the romance was the least interesting part of the book. This book gave me the opposite feeling. Ari and Russell are nice people who are nice to spend time with, so while this book was not, shall we say, action packed, it was a lovely story about being honest with and about yourself and others and finding unexpected love.

A TV meteorologist and a sports reporter scheme to reunite their divorced bosses with unforecasted results in this charming romantic comedy from the author of The Ex Talk.

Ari Abrams has always been fascinated by the weather, and she loves almost everything about her job as a TV meteorologist. Her boss, legendary Seattle weatherwoman Torrance Hale, is too distracted by her tempestuous relationship with her ex-husband, the station’s news director, to give Ari the mentorship she wants. Ari, who runs on sunshine and optimism, is at her wits’ end. The only person who seems to understand how she feels is sweet but reserved sports reporter Russell Barringer.

In the aftermath of a disastrous holiday party, Ari and Russell decide to team up to solve their bosses’ relationship issues. Between secret gifts and double dates, they start nudging their bosses back together. But their well-meaning meddling backfires when the real chemistry builds between Ari and Russell.

Working closely with Russell means allowing him to get to know parts of herself that Ari keeps hidden from everyone. Will he be able to embrace her dark clouds as well as her clear skies?

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You can find ordering info for this book here.

 

 

 

The Fifth Season

RECOMMENDED: The Fifth Season by N.K. Jemisin is $2.99!  Elyse loved this book and gave it an A:

If you like immersive, action-driven fantasy and if you want a fantasy world that’s not Euro-centric–or if you just love a really, really good story–I cannot recommend The Fifth Season enough.

This is the way the world ends. Again.

Three terrible things happen in a single day. Essun, a woman living an ordinary life in a small town, comes home to find that her husband has brutally murdered their son and kidnapped their daughter. Meanwhile, mighty Sanze — the world-spanning empire whose innovations have been civilization’s bedrock for a thousand years — collapses as most of its citizens are murdered to serve a madman’s vengeance. And worst of all, across the heart of the vast continent known as the Stillness, a great red rift has been been torn into the heart of the earth, spewing ash enough to darken the sky for years. Or centuries.

Now Essun must pursue the wreckage of her family through a deadly, dying land. Without sunlight, clean water, or arable land, and with limited stockpiles of supplies, there will be war all across the Stillness: a battle royale of nations not for power or territory, but simply for the basic resources necessary to get through the long dark night. Essun does not care if the world falls apart around her. She’ll break it herself, if she must, to save her daughter.

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You can find ordering info for this book here.

 

 

 

Change of Hart

Change of Hart by Bailey Hannah is $1.99! This is book three in the Wells Ranch series and features a second chance romance. Have you read this series?

In this spicy romance from the author of Alive and Wells and Seeing Red, a jaded woman reluctantly returns to her hometown—and to the cowboy who broke her heart and drove her away.

She spent years trying to forget. He’ll do anything to make her remember.

Wells Canyon is the last place Blair Hart wants to be. Yet when her mother falls ill, she has no choice except to return to the hometown she’s avoided for over a decade. In a town so small, she knows there’s no way she can avoid the cowboy who tore her life to pieces all those years ago, but that doesn’t mean she’s prepared for the way Denver Wells can turn back time with a single smile.

Since Denver’s world came crashing down thirteen years ago, he’s somehow managed to keep his demons at bay…that is, until Blair Hart’s return knocks him from his saddle. But if he wants her back, he’ll have to prove he can be the man she needs—the same one she used to love.

Throwing herself into the role of caregiver, Blair doesn’t have the time to sift through their messy history even if she wanted to. And Denver’s going to need a lot more than his usual cowboy charm to convince Blair he’s worth a change of heart.

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Never Seduce a Scot

Never Seduce a Scot by Maya Banks is $1.99! This is a historical romance with (you guessed it) a Scottish hero! The heroine is deaf and in an arranged marriage. There was a great discussion last time this was on sale about the nature of the heroine’s disability, as the description is slightly misleading.

Eveline Armstrong is fiercely loved and protected by her powerful clan, but outsiders consider her “touched.” Beautiful, fey, with a level, intent gaze, she doesn’t speak. No one, not even her family, knows that she cannot hear. Content with her life of seclusion, Eveline has taught herself to read lips and allows the outside world to view her as daft. But when an arranged marriage into a rival clan makes Graeme Montgomery her husband, Eveline accepts her duty—unprepared for the delights to come. Graeme is a rugged warrior with a voice so deep and powerful that his new bride can hear it, and hands and kisses so tender and skilled that he stirs her deepest passions.

Graeme is intrigued by the mysterious Eveline, whose silent lips are ripe with temptation and whose bright, intelligent eyes can see into his soul. As intimacy deepens, he learns her secret. But when clan rivalries and dark deeds threaten the wife he has only begun to cherish, the Scottish warrior will move heaven and earth to save the woman who has awakened his heart to the beautiful song of a rare and magical love.

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Holme Gardens in the Rain

May. 19th, 2026 16:16
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Aquilegia longissima, Holme 5
Aquilegia longissima, being bright & strange. Bright & strange is fine.

Guess who bunked off work to go garden visiting again... )
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Posted by Amanda

This HaBO is from Mary, who wants to find this historical romance:

I cannot remember the title/author of one of my favorite historical romance novels.

Lead female was supposed to marry an older man and then he was murdered. She was accused and they were about to hang her, walking her through a courtyard, people throwing rotting food at her etc. Highland warrior and his clan save her, take her to his castle. She is Irish, he’s a feared Scottish warrior. I believe it was her step brother who murdered her fiancé. She was always trying to escape.

Ring any bells?

Tuesday word: Superyacht

May. 19th, 2026 07:42
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Tuesday, May 19, 2026

Superyacht (noun)
superyacht [soo-per-yaht]


noun
1. a yacht of extraordinary size, power, or luxury.

Origin: At the beginning of the 20th century, when wealthy men ordered large private yachts for personal use, some manufacturers, such as Cox & King and Charles L. Seabury and Company, were noted for their large steam yachts. The first half of the 20th century saw the first large motor yachts, including Charles Henry Fletcher's Jemima F. III (1908) at 34 metres (111 ft), Savarona (1931) at 136 metres (446 ft), and Christina O (1947 conversion) at 99 metres (325 ft).

Example Sentences
A superyacht linked to one of Russian President Vladimir Putin's key allies has sailed through the Strait of Hormuz, despite the ongoing blockade of the critical shipping channel.
From BBC • Apr. 27, 2026

In all, the superyacht world includes over 6,200 vessels, up from 4,550 a decade ago.
From Barron's • Apr. 11, 2026

There was his new superyacht, which drew public outcry in the Netherlands in the midst of concern a historic bridge was going to have to be dismantled to allow it to pass through.
From The Wall Street Journal • Nov. 23, 2025

Marshals Service, is auctioning off a superyacht, the $300-million-plus Amadea, which currently sits in a San Diego harbor, with a bid deposit starting at $10 million.
From Los Angeles Times • Aug. 7, 2025

Guests traveled by water taxis, private jets and even Bezos’s superyacht moored nearby.
From Salon • Jun. 28, 2025

Three Pages

May. 19th, 2026 11:26
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For the past couple of weeks, I have been trying to make a habit of "morning pages". This (from *The Artist's Way* by Julia Cameron) is a daily three pages of longhand, stream-of-consciousness morning writing about absolutely anything. I think this is why I'm not posting on dreamwidth so much - when I've finished I've had enough of writing & being introspective and want to get on with other things.

The 'morning pages' feels very woo but (annoyingly) it's working for me. The first page is always witter - coffee, the weather, my cat, to-do list but on page 2 & 3 I run out of witter and it gets interesting. I have to use my words when I write, and this makes me work out I think or feel about something, or what I'm fearful about. Definitely less anxious afterwards. (I am remembering my first bash at seeing a therapist, maybe 15-20 years ago. She'd say 'how do you feel about this?' and I'd say 'dun know, nothing much'. I gave up after a few visits.)

If you google morning pages, there are so many articles & posts where people make a lovely ritual of it - morning coffee, scented candles and 20 minutes of thoughtful contemplation before they start their very productive day. It's not like that for me; I find it very hard to get the words out, like digging big rocks out of clay. I keep on finding distractions - must look up spelling, sync garmin with phone, check email, hang up laundry, find Diski's essay on Anne Franks, etc. Whole process (with deviations) takes about an hour.
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Happy Tuesday!

A short and sweet release week. Mostly contemporaries on our radar, plus some fantasy romance and a mystery.

What new releases are you excited for? Let us know in the comments!

Fever Dream

Fever Dream by Elsie Silver

Author: Elsie Silver
Released: May 19, 2026 by Elsie Silver Literary Inc.
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Series: Emerald Lake #1

From #1 New York Times bestselling author Elsie Silver comes a small-town, forbidden, rivals-to-lovers romance, the first book in the brand-new Western romance series Emerald Lake.

Professional bull rider Emmett Bush is not looking for love. He’s looking for a paycheck to save his family’s farm from bankruptcy. So, when he agrees to be the leading man on a hot new reality dating show, Romance Ranch, he’s already decided it’s all one big performance.

Until Julia Silva walks onto his property. Smart, snarky, beautiful, and off-limits in more ways than one. As the location consultant on set and the little sister of his most bitter professional rival, she’s the last woman who should pique his interest.

Julia has been warned about Emmett. She knows better than to fall for his cocky swagger, broad shoulders, and smoldering good looks. Plus, she’s sworn off relationships.

But as Julia and Emmett work together, mutual distaste grows into an unexpected connection and then… something more.

Soon, they find themselves searching for excuses to spend time together and out of reach of the cameras. Knowing glances. Stolen kisses. Secret rendezvous.

Still, Emmett signed up to play the role of an eligible bachelor searching for the one. His family’s land and legacy depend on him completing the show.

The problem is, he’s already fallen in love.

Just not with a contestant.

Author Elsie Silver has a new series with a reality TV show twist. 

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Safari Murder Party

Safari Murder Party by Rachel Moore

Author: Rachel Moore
Released: May 19, 2026 by Berkley
Genre:

In this darkly funny, slightly unhinged, heart-pounding thriller, two office rivals must team up to escape wild animals and even wilder coworkers on a corporate retreat gone wrong.

Fletcher Spence is dying for a promotion. And her colleagues are more than happy to oblige.

After three years working seventy-hour weeks as assistant to the most terrifying CEO in the magazine world, Fletcher finally finagled a spot on Cartwright Media’s annual corporate retreat—a famously luxurious week on the Cartwrights’ private island, where promotions are handed out like party favors. And her plan to snag her dream job as a travel magazine photographer was going great…until her boss’s dramatic death reveals his last will and Whoever survives the week will inherit the company.

So now she’s stuck on her billionaire boss’s safari park island, surrounded by wild animals and on the run from coworkers who’ve swapped coffee cups for machetes and briefcases for hunting rifles.

To Fletcher’s dismay, her only ally might be her boss’s insufferably gorgeous son, Waylon Cartwright. Despite their hostile history, Fletcher is at least 80 percent sure he won’t try to kill her this week. Plus, his experience on the island might come in handy while they fend off lions and tigers and…marketing executives? Oh my.

While Fletcher battles her own ambitions and her unexpected attraction to Waylon, her power-hungry, bloodthirsty colleagues will do anything to stop them from escaping with their lives. Everyone knows the media industry is cutthroat, but in this safari party, it’s never been more true.

Amanda: This sounds so much fun.

Lara: In this case it is both the title and the cover that drew me in. No I haven’t read the blurb, but I fully intend on reading the book.

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The Shippers

The Shippers by Katherine Center

Author: Katherine Center
Released: May 19, 2026 by St. Martin's Press
Genre: ,

One of the hottest, fastest-rising rom-com stars delivers her latest swoon-worthy novel about a destination wedding on a cruise ship.

After a whole lifetime of being bad at love, JoJo Burton decides to solve her intimacy issues once and for all at her sister’s destination wedding on a cruise ship. With the help of a little pop psychology, she diagnoses herself with a fixation on the neighborhood guy who was her first crush and first kiss (and who just happens to be a newly-divorced wedding guest ), and she decides to woo him during the cruise for some long-delayed closure. Only problem is, her sister’s a little busy being a bride at the moment—so JoJo ropes in her childhood bestie, Cooper Watts, to be her wing man. Cooper: who RSVPed no, but then showed up, anyway. Cooper: who left town without a word four years earlier and moved to London. Cooper: who was, if she’s honest, the worst heartbreak of JoJo’s life. It’s bliss for her to see him again, and it’s agony, too—and the more they team up for Project Conquest, the more she obsesses over questions she can’t bring herself to ask.

Shipboard antics ensue in this witty, heart-tugging, childhood-friends-to-lovers romance—as JoJo and Cooper fake flirt, slow dance, share a cabin, sing duets, treat sunburns, get jealous, rescue each other over and over, and finally, at last, figure it all out in the most blissful, swoony, romantic way.

No one does summer romance quite like Katherine Center. THE SHIPPERS will take readers on the cruise of a lifetime in a story awash with romantic longing, top-notch banter, long-held secrets . . . and true love rediscovered.

A forced proximity, friends to lovers romance by Katherine Center!

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Soon by You

Soon by You by Dahlia Adler

Author: Dahlia Adler
Released: May 19, 2026 by St. Martin's Griffin
Genre: ,

27 Dresses meets The Intimacy Experiment in this sexy, emotional, opposites-attract rom-com set in New York City’s Modern Orthodox community.

If Arielle Becker has to serve as a bridesmaid one more time, she’s going to scream. Between the expense, the collection of dresses she’ll never wear again, the shower planning, the Spanx, the bridezillas, the family time, the heels, and a certain judgmental wedding singer she can’t stop bumping into, she is exhausted, burned out, and seriously beginning to hate romance and all its celebrations. Besides, it’s not like any of these girls are ever gonna turn around and do the same for her; Ari is not the kind of girl a good Jewish boy is looking to marry.

Judah Klein may be the tri-state area’s most in-demand Modern Orthodox wedding singer and eligible bachelor, but after years of uninspiring setups, he’s just about to give up on looking for his own Happily Ever After. Then a fiery, infuriating bridesmaid steps on his foot at a wedding, and before long, trading heated barbs turns into trading hotter kisses…and a realization that maybe he’s been looking for the wrong life all along.

For the first time, Judah can finally get on board with a romance, and of course it’s thanks to the one woman who has no interest in settling down – especially not with a guy who lives in the spotlight and has a professional reputation to uphold. But when neither one seems able to move on from a relationship that wasn’t meant to go anywhere, they’ll have to figure out whether there’s a possible future for two people who’ve already given up on love.

Our own Dahlia Adler has a contemporary romance coming out today! 

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Strange Familiars

Strange Familiars by Keshe Chow

Author: Keshe Chow
Released: May 19, 2026 by Ace
Genre: , ,
Series: The Seamere College Duology #1

All’s fair in love and magic.

Gwendolynne Chan just needs to get through her final year. At Seamere College of Magical Veterinary Sciences, she spends her days using her powers to heal companion animals while her nights are spent studying for exams. As the top student in the magical familiars stream, she is on track to be awarded Dux of the entire school – as long as the pretentious twat Harrisford Briggs doesn’t beat her to it.

Harrisford Briggs was born into privilege. His father, the Chief Financial Officer of Magecorp, a major global distributor of magic, expects him to come top of the year. Harrisford, though, can’t help but notice that his father has been acting odd. Really odd. And there are strange whisperings, too. Rumours of uncontrollable surges of excess magic, which Magecorp has been trying to cover up, as well as rampant corruption within the Magical Ministry itself.

When these magical surges begin to rock their way through London, causing chaos and explosions and familiars going feral, Gwen and Harrisford find themselves without a reliable source of magic, putting both of their academic careers at risk. To fix this, they must put aside their duelling feelings of lust and loathing, and – along with Gwen’s snarky cat familiar – team up to diagnose the problem. If they fail, not only is their education at stake, but also the fate of the magical world.

Amanda: Probably my most anticipated title this month!

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In Dreams

May. 19th, 2026 08:32
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 Last night's dream had a lot of talking in it- but I forget what was said. Our taxi driver had taken us to his home where we met his wife and I was impressed by the books she had on the shelf behind her . I remember one of them- a fat volume entitled The Tree of Life 

In dreams we go to the astral and do what I suppose you might call inner work. One doesn't have to remember them because the inner work will have been done whether we remember it  or not. Still, the things we do remember will tell us where our inner selves are at. Dream imagery, unless we've become lucid, is always going to be a rough and ready translation into the stuff of waking life of apprehensions waking mind would otherwise find it hard to grasp. In dreams we apprehend our real life- the life that lies behind/ transcends the playacting we're engaged in on Earth.

So.....

Taxi driver = Spirit Guide

Taxi driver's wife = Anima or Higher Self

Tree of Life = Cabala

I was very much into Cabala in my forties- and I still have cabalistic books on my own shelves. I think I'm being prompted to take a second look.
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Your furnace has one setting: off/on.

Your air conditioner has one setting as well.

The thermostat is just a way of automating the offs and the ons.

Turning the heat to 80 doesn’t heat the house faster. Turning the a/c to 60 doesn’t cool the house faster.

Keeping the heat on 80 so your employees are forced to run the a/cs constantly in order to keep the house merely “sweltering” is deeply wasteful, and I have spent considerable time trying to discreetly open the case to the thermostat. Alas, I cannot pick the lock.

Trying to draft a text to the manager about this that doesn’t involve the words “I don’t want to tell you how to do your job”. Calling attention to what I’m doing is unlikely to help.

Wildlife

May. 18th, 2026 23:35
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An 8-year-old boy's backyard discovery literally changed science forever

One summer day, 8-year-old Hugo Deans spotted a cluster of tiny, BB-sized spheres near an ant nest under a fallen log in his backyard. He assumed they were some kind of seed, because that’s what they look like.

But his father, Andrew Deans – a Penn State entomology professor – recognized them instantly as oak galls, unusual plant growths caused by insects.

What he didn’t realize at first was that those little galls were clues to a surprisingly complex relationship between ants, wasps, and oak trees.

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Reposted from Tumblr:

I'm not crying, you are.

I love that man so much. He's such a beautiful human being.

And I love that this young, shy actor who found himself with a small part on a TV show became so beloved by fans due to his talent that he was given an expanded role. And when they decided to kill off his character, he was so loved by then that the character he created was never forgotten. I watched his confidence grow with the outpouring of love and appreciation. They brought him back in Big Finish again and again because he's so popular. Gareth brought Ianto Jones to life for us. Not the writers/creator/etc. It was more than just an acting job. He knows his work is appreciated. He knows that the character he brought to life has made a meaningful impact on others, even changed lives.

I love that for him.
 
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I've been posting about this on most of my social media, so probably a lot of you know about it already.

So there I was yesterday, after finishing the late afternoon chores, out picking strawberries in the back yard. (I get a good bowlful every week currently, plus another bowlful of blueberries.) And I stepped wrong, tripped over my own feet, and fell on the concrete walkway, catching myself with my left hand and spilling the berries all over.

Well, you may be guessing where this is heading. I looked down at my arm, thought, "That's not what a wrist is supposed to look like," and my vision started going gray. I pulled out my phone, called Denise, and said, "I just fell and broke my arm." Before I got another word out, she said she was on her way. I carefully got myself up, grabbed my purse, let myself out through the garage (so I could use the phone app for the garage door and not bother with keys), and leaned against the fence, contemplating whether it would be a good idea to sit down, but not sure I could do so safely.

Anyway, got down to Kaiser ER and got taken care of. As expected, I didn't get released until midnight, at which point the friend-transport network had changed shifts, with a third party on standby. (The ER staff were a bit surprised that I had friends stepping up like that--evidently it's not typical?)

Today I'm having "fun" figuring out how to do things one-handed. (Opening pull-top cat food cans has been the hardest so far. Typing one-handed is tedious but not difficult.)

They expect to pull me in again in the next day or so for surgery to stabilize the bones since the break (radius and ulna both) is so close to the wrist.

During the traction to set the bones the doctor told me I was very brave, but honestly it was mostly the Fentanyl.

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